WARNING: Portions of this story will be shocking and unpleasant. While just a story, I believe it to be an accurate representation of God’s truths and the immensity of God’s love for us, and therefore, I pray, also enlightening. Finally, (and as always), I pray that these words are spiritually encouraging … as unsettling as some of pictures they portray may be.
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Being a Christian shouldn’t be this difficult! Yet Benjamin was struggling. He knew God was real, and he believed Jesus was his Savior. But “the devil was in the details.”
When was he converted? Was he fully converted? How did it happen? Had he personally done enough to cross over the sacred line of faith? Was there more he needed to do?
How could he know with conviction the answers to any of these questions?
Ben was an avid reader of theological books and an eager listener to Bible preachers, teachers and pod-cast speakers. And the input he was getting supplied different answers. They all sounded knowledgeable and convincing, yet they drew different conclusions! Who was right? Whose “take” should he take to heart?
Being a conscientious guy, Ben struggled to find peace. He knew the Lord desired … even promised … peace to him. Yet it was elusive. Repeatedly he begged, “Lord, give me the peace you promised. I long for it! I need it!”
After yet another prelude of agonized prayer, tossing and turning on his bed, Ben’s exhausted body finally fell into a troubled sleep. In the deepest recesses of the darkness, as his mind settled slowly into the heavy mists of slumber, a gentle, soothing voice called out to him. “Benjamin. Benjamin.”
Ben’s befuddled brain slowly cleared, and his awareness heightened. He recognized he was still wrapped in sleep, yet he was fully conscious. “Benjamin,” the voice called again. “Dear Benjamin.”
“Who is calling me?”
“It’s me – Jesus. I am here to give you peace.”
Ben was incredulous. Overwhelmed. Was the Lord really speaking to him?
“Yes, Ben, I Am. And I’m really speaking to you.” There was a brief pause. “Do you recognize what I just did there?” Jesus asked with a smile in his voice.
“I do,” Ben answered merrily. The Lord had put him at ease so easily.
“Good for you!” Jesus continued. “Well, Ben, I’m here to bring you the peace you have prayed so earnestly for.”
A flurry of emotions swarmed Ben. Astonishment. Awe. Joy! A bit of trepidation. A surge of hope. But remarkably, no fear.
“I have something to show you, Ben,” Jesus stated. “It will be one of the most disturbing experiences you will ever endure. But you must take it in. All of it … for this is the way to peace.”
Ben hesitated. “Can I handle it, Lord?”
“I will never give you anything you can’t handle, Ben. And we will be with you.”
“We?”
“My Father, my Spirit, and me.”
“Of course! I’m sorry.” Ben was embarrassed he didn’t make the obvious connection. “I will trust you, Lord. Show me what I need to see.”
A slight breeze began to nudge the shadows past him. They carried an odor on their currents – the unmistakable stench of death. It began as just a whiff, but rapidly increased in intensity until it became almost unbearable. At the same time the view became clearer; the murk dissipating and Ben’s focus becoming more fully defined.
He wasn’t prepared for the scene before him.
A rotting carcass lay face down on the grassless soil – the decomposing body leaving a slimy film of liquid leaching into the dirt around it. The body was unclothed, and seemed to be subtly writhing, appearing almost as a hologram. But then Ben realized with horror that the movement came from thousands of maggots consuming the flesh. The stench was overpowering, and Ben gagged and retched.
Intuitively he knew that the body was his. “O no! I’m dead! I’m dead!” Ben was nauseated not only from the sight and smell, but from the ramifications.
“Yes, Ben, that was you. And you were dead in unbelief and sin.” Jesus paused, then continued. “But now observe.”
For a moment nothing changed. Ben found himself riveted to the macabre scene, unable to look away; his horror escalating. Then movement caught his eye as a figure slowly approached the grisly corpse, walking forward from a position previously behind Ben. “Watch out!” he shouted, concerned the man would inadvertently stumble over the rotten mess, though it would be nearly impossible for it to go unnoticed.
But the person continued easing closer to the body, undaunted and unwavering. He knelt in the liquidy slop near the head. “No! No! No!” Ben moaned. He wanted to turn away, but couldn’t. The kneeling man turned toward Ben with a loving smile. It was Jesus! Then he turned back toward the reeking carcass and leaned close. The maggots wriggled frantically away as Jesus’ face drew near.
Then he kissed the dead Ben’s cheek as the observing Ben gasped. “I love you, Ben,” Jesus stated softly, as he lifted his hand over the decaying Ben’s head. A vibrant red drop of blood formed under the wound in that hand, gradually growing larger until it separated and cascaded downward, landing with a splash on the deceased’s forehead.
Meanwhile, a gleaming white dove circled closer and closer to the body, trailing a fluorescent wake.
Then another voice, rich and full and resonant, announced, “Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you. I will put my Spirit in you and you will live. Then you will know that I the Lord have spoken, and I have done it.”
Simultaneously, the dove plunged into the corpse, which immediately began to twitch and spasm and glow. Then the transformation began in earnest. The white, writhing maggots grew still, turned brown and then shriveled black, finally disintegrating altogether. The liquid pool around the body was drawn back into the frame and the sallow, sagging flesh firmed up, taking on a healthy tone.
Jesus flipped his extended hand over, his fingers splayed wide. There was a flash, and a brilliant robe of white enveloped the body – a purple sash encircling its waist. The ribcage rose and fell as breath filled the lungs. Previously opaque eyes began to glimmer; eyelids blinked; a grin formed, followed by a gleeful laugh.
Formerly dead Ben lifted his head, pulled his arms and legs underneath him, and pushed himself up to a kneeling position. Jesus gripped his arm and helped him to his feet. At that moment, the observing Ben’s viewpoint changed; suddenly he was seeing through the eyes of the newly quickened Ben. And he was looking at the joyous face of Jesus.
“Do you understand now, Benjamin? You were spiritually dead; there was nothing … absolutely nothing … you could do to change your condition. But we brought you to life. Your spiritual life and your salvation are not dependent upon you, but upon us. Totally upon us! It is our gracious gift to you. So do not get too caught up in the words and views of people; immerse yourself in our words. The truth is magnificent, yes – but it is also simple. We have done it, so it is done! Be at peace, Ben, and live in joy for us.”
The Lord embraced Ben, then held him at arm’s length. “You now live, Ben. And you are always loved.” Jesus released him, smiled once more and then disappeared.
Ben woke with a start, his eyes rocketing open. He sat up and reflected on what he had just experienced. “That was wonderful,” he thought. “But was it real?” (It sure seemed real.)
He became aware of something in his right ear. He reached up and plucked it out. It was a blackened, dried maggot. As he stared at it, it dissolved.
Tears flooded down his cheeks as he poured out his thanks to the Lord who loved him and had given him life. A glorious peace filled his heart; the gracious Lord had done great things in him … and for him!
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Ephesians 2:1-10
As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient. All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our flesh and following its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature deserving of wrath.
But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions — it is by grace you have been saved.
And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus.
For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith — and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God — not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.
Ezekiel 37:1-14
The hand of the LORD was on me, and he brought me out by the Spirit of the LORD and set me in the middle of a valley; it was full of bones. He led me back and forth among them, and I saw a great many bones on the floor of the valley, bones that were very dry.
He asked me, “Son of man, can these bones live?” I said, “Sovereign LORD, you alone know.”
Then he said to me, “Prophesy to these bones and say to them, ‘Dry bones, hear the word of the LORD! This is what the Sovereign LORD says to these bones: I will make breath enter you, and you will come to life. I will attach tendons to you and make flesh come upon you and cover you with skin; I will put breath in you, and you will come to life. Then you will know that I am the LORD.’ ”
So I prophesied as I was commanded. And as I was prophesying, there was a noise, a rattling sound, and the bones came together, bone to bone. I looked, and tendons and flesh appeared on them and skin covered them, but there was no breath in them.
Then he said to me, “Prophesy to the breath; prophesy, son of man, and say to it, ‘This is what the Sovereign LORD says: Come, breath, from the four winds and breathe into these slain, that they may live.’ ”
So I prophesied as he commanded me, and breath entered them; they came to life and stood up on their feet — a vast army.
Then he said to me: “Son of man, these bones are the people of Israel. They say, ‘Our bones are dried up and our hope is gone; we are cut off.’ Therefore prophesy and say to them: ‘This is what the Sovereign LORD says: My people, I am going to open your graves and bring you up from them; I will bring you back to the land of Israel. Then you, my people, will know that I am the LORD, when I open your graves and bring you up from them. I will put my Spirit in you and you will live, and I will settle you in your own land. Then you will know that I the LORD have spoken, and I have done it, declares the LORD.’ ”
Ephesians 5:14
This is why it is said: “Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.”
Isaiah 26:19
But your dead will live, LORD; their bodies will rise — let those who dwell in the dust wake up and shout for joy — your dew is like the dew of the morning; the earth will give birth to her dead.
John 1:12-13
Yet to all who did receive him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God — children born not of natural descent, nor of human decision or a husband’s will, but born of God.
Romans 1:16
For I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God that brings salvation to everyone who believes …
Hebrews 4:12
For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.